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[29 Feb 2008|11:59am]
Hey guys! Couple things, read all of this, even if you don't know me!

First, I'm trying to make a little extra cash for some birthday presents. I'm flat broke, but I really want to get em some nice presents, so if anyone needs any sort of design (myspace design, web design, flyers, graphics, logos, etc) Please let me know! It'd be a huuuuuuuuuuge help to me, plus I'm super cheap so it'd be good for you, too! :)

Here's some myspaces I've done lately:

jennibage.com myspace
Subversion, Dallas Metal
Metal Shell Productions


Which gets me to my next point, Dallas fucking metal.

Heres some killer shows coming up that you should allllllll go to. Tell your friends and stuff, just come get drunk and listen to some good jams. It'll be well worth it.

**3/1 - Reno's Chop Shop - Subversion, Chidied, Hope Has Failed Us, Cunthammer, No Souls Lost, Protest. 18+, $8. 8 bucks for a full night of awesome fucking music. gooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!
**3/7 - Darkside Lounge - Subversion, Verdict of Vengeance, Stir the Silence, Nevalution



I think thats about it. Help spread the word about all this! The more people at the shows, the more badass it'll be. The more people who let me design them stuff, the less poor I'll be. It works out all around!


As always ♥






PS: feel free to repost this, coughcough ;)
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[27 Jan 2008|02:56pm]
every kid should be so metal.

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[13 Jul 2007|11:42am]
hello world, i love you still.

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[01 Feb 2007|11:28pm]
i the satellite: did you seriously not see the green moon?
i the satellite: its really rare, only comes out once about every 7 years
i the satellite: because it usually stays in exact orbit behind moon1
Toxic Flame 00: so if i take my nekkid ass all the way outside in the freezing cold weather to look at a second moon it will be their?
i the satellite: i dont know if it still will be, but its worth taking a look
i the satellite: its really incredible
Toxic Flame 00: i dont see shit
i the satellite: haha, did you seriously go outside?
Toxic Flame 00: yes
i the satellite: hahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahaha
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[30 Jan 2007|01:31am]
i can't see anyone, not anyone but you.

i dont give a fuck what the actual lyrics say. i hear what i want to.
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[01 Jan 2007|02:29pm]


OMGNEWYEARZ
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[12 Dec 2006|01:52am]

theres blood on my hands.  the sky is cryin.  you know.



oh, "only revolutions", mark daneliewski's new gig. just got it autographed hardback today, i'm stoked. anyone else? danielewski? come on.

 


 


 


 

















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[27 Oct 2006|01:57pm]
when geoff leaves, i lock myself in his room and wear his t-shirts and lay in his blankets. i lay on the floor at night with my music and the tv and all the lights on and its still big and empty and quiet and dead.

i like run on sentences and the occasional sweet cliche. sentance is one of those words i can never remember how to spell.

i like my chemical romance. there. i said it. they're talented musicians, they have a lot of imagination. i like their imagery. no, not the way they look, but the image their music gives you. they tell epic stories (i love a good story in a song) and some of their lyrics are incredible. their songs are some of the few songs left that give me chills. plus their favorite band is the smashing pumpkins and their number one on myspace is muse. i would like to hear anyone's honest argument against them, because it seems to be the popular thing to dislike them.

i didn't like the movie spinal tap. it just wasn't all that funny.

i don't really like family guy anymore. its gotten really fucking old. all the characters are just so 2d (and no. i don't mean visually.). i can predict everything they're going to say before they say it. and the way they always do this "look, we're making this one particular thing stretch on for way too long, AND ITS SURPRISING TO YOU SO YOU'RE LAUGHING" thing is getting really old. it was funny when peter fell and hurt his knee, but thats pretty much the only device they turn to when they're out of funny or smart things to say.

i think metalocalypse is the best show ever.

i think about old friends a lot. seems like i have a lot of old friends as myspace friends, and we never talk or anything. thats okay with me, because in a lot of instances i like to remember old friends the way they were, not try to forge some lame e-friendship, just be happy for the impact that they've made on my life. so to all the old friends reading this: don't think i've forgotten you. everyone i've ever known crosses my mind from time to time, and i'm grateful for the kind of person you helped me to be.


i love angela. she's my best friend and always will be. i talk to her less than i talk to a good majority of people i know, but i know that no matter what happens and how different we become, we'll always be there for each other if we ever need each other. sometimes i think she doesn't give herself enough credit, and the guys that she's dated are DAMN lucky she doesn't, because none of them have deserved her. one day i'll find her a magic frog to make out with.

i think travis and billy are two of the best people i've ever known. more people should be smart and dumb and honest and fun.

i think zach's a god damn funny human being and a really good guy. same kind of thing goes for him as with angela. i'm glad you moved to austin because even though we might never hang out or anything, its good to know that you've got someone somewhere in the city whos got your back. you know. if like, i got in a car accident and got my arm cut off or something, i'm pretty sure you'd bring me some chik-fil-a fries and polynesian sauce in the hospital. i hope you know it goes both ways.


i like dead shit. skeletons and vampires and zombies and stuff, but not dead animals. i'll never understand why people still eat meat with all the incredible substitutes there are out there. you can get all the vitamins and everything you need, so don't argue nutrition. its not any more expensive at all, so don't argue price. theres non-meat substitutes now that taste EXACTLY like meat, so don't argue taste. you don't need it to survive unless you have no access to a grocery store of any kind (and i'm pretty sure none of you reading this on a computer hunt your meal because you have no other choice), so don't argue survival. animals are bread to be slaughtered, so don't argue population control. the only argument you have is that you're lazy. i'm tired of getting into these stupid arguments because people are just determined to hate vegetarians.

my image of success and my ultimate goal in life is to live in a tiny little dumpy apartment or house. all i need is enough money to pay rent and feed myself and geoff. i want to have a darkroom, and i'd also like to have a studio. i also want to be covered in head to toe in tattoos, because its art and its beautiful. my parents say its mutilation, but i believe i was given my skin as a blank canvas to decorate as i see fit.

one of my biggest pet peeves, however, is unoriginal tattoos. humans are all so incredibly different, and have been through so many unique and strange things, theres no reason more than a few people should have the same tattoo.

i'm not a big fan of christianity. i think that people just gobble that shit up because its tradition. nobody should live their life based on the belief that abstaining from the things you enjoy in life will provide you with a better time in death. i think you should enjoy the life you're living now, because it may or may not be the only one you've got. which is oddly enough what satanism says.

Satanism gets a real bad rap because people are too ignorant to look into what its really all about. believe it or not, its not about burning kitties and eating children at all. its about believing in yourself. if something bad happens, don't blame god, he didn't do it. if you get somewhere good, don't thank god, because you're the one who accomplished it. be proud of yourself.

when I think about the christian god he just doesn't seem like a very nice guy. i might be wrong, and please correct me if i am. the basic premise of christianity is that if you turn to the christian god, he'll save and forgive you... but if you don't, then you're going to burn in hell for eternity, right? what kind of god is that. if you don't love him or if you believe in another god, he doesn't give a shit about you, right? shouldn't such a wonderful "god" be forgiving and understanding of all "his" creatures? he sounds greedy to me. isn't greed a sin?

and with the story of adam and eve why didn't god want them to eat from the tree of knowledge? why was that considered such a sin? it didn't seem that bad. i mean, it was kind of fucked up that god was just like "hey, don't eat that because i said so."

i'm glad they ate it, because otherwise, we'd supposedly all be mindless little things running around some feild naked.

and wtf is with the bible anyway. they leave out some of the most crucial parts. how many of you knew that cainand able had sisters?

anyway, thats all i have to say for now, feel free to leave your own thoughts, even if i don't know you. i like intelligent conversation, thats what this stuff is for, right? just please, if you're going to say something, please don't be like "LOL, UR SO DUM, GOD IS KOOL". i like people who have different opinions than me, but if you're going to say something, have a reason for saying it.

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[25 Sep 2006|09:45pm]

this little guy caused us all sorts of problems.


so we called the crow mafia on him.


unfortunately, they weren't very good.


so we payed off the best undercover agent in the nation

to to feed that little fucker fake nuts.


and oh, how he enjoyed deez nuts.


and so we rejoiced...


while agent emily eliminated the rest of the threats.


and then buster came and was like "HEY GUYS, WHATS UP, LOOK AT ME."


the end.



oh, and go to my website.

here's a complimentary seizure.
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[21 Sep 2006|05:36pm]
finally got a temporary portfolio up, lemme know what you think, if you see any bugs or anything.

also gonna have a links section soon, so if you have a portfolio that you want to trade links, lemme know

and like always, if you ever need any cheap (or maybe even free for a while) graphics or website, lemme know!

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[20 Aug 2006|06:58pm]
my hands are blue... i think we get the point. i love you.

music is numbing, a temporary replacement for when you can't be there. i love you.

i can bullshit small talk up and down all day. nod my head and smile, laugh when i think a joke was made, maybe a few "yeah, uh-huh"s, but all i hear is "blahblahblah". i love you.

you're all i think about. you're all i dream about. you're everything to me, and godddd, you drive me crazy.

angela tells me to keep my head, but fuck it. i don't care anymore.

love is not this big pot of jello that you get stuck inside of. there is no "rushing into it". love is a word that describes a feeling, and that's it. plain and simple. if you feel it, say it.

this is like nothing i've ever fucking felt before. i love your eyes, i love your smile, i love your friends, i love your morals, i love the way you hold on to me and the way you treat me, i love the way your mind works.

you make me happy. really, really, really fucking happy. what can i say? words don't do it justice.

but all the same, i love you.
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[27 Jul 2006|02:55am]
I wish that I could spread my arms so wide
That I could wrap them around everyone I've ever known and loved
Protect them from the crashing waves
The storms that will take us all one at a time
The unheard goodbyes that we are never ready to whisper
Turning once strong men into lost little boys
Standing well dressed staring into six-foot holes

Sick of this chill every time the phone rings too early or too late
The what-if silences that linger in between
Why can't I build a raft strong enough
To carry us through the clouds, the flames
Or any of that shit that I don't believe in
I would do anything not to have to squeeze another trembling body
Who was not ready to face life's end
Tired of sitting slumped in the corner trying not to come apart
As the lines stretch around the building

Why does only death show us how much we truly mean to each other
The beautiful things that we're not ready to lose or have yet to try
Knowledge does not come in books it comes in caskets
I don't wanna see how brave we can be anymore
I've seen the strength it takes to get past and move on
And would trade it all away to know how to keep you here forever
Maybe I've grown too old
Missed out on the glamour and the glory
Just can't see past the tears and the pain
Oh please don't bury me in the rain
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[18 Jul 2006|11:30am]
who reads this? if you read this, raise your hand so i can write cryptic love hate letters to you. ha. ha.

i found her out back sitting naked
looking up and looking dead.
a crumpled yellow peice of paper
with seven nines
and tens.
i thought she'd be there
holding daisies.
she always waits for me.

i've noticed the people that have changed my life the most are the ones who have gotten me into the most music.

a lot of people cross my mind every day. a lot of memories that most people would probably forget.

i'm a photo album of nostalgia.

sam would say i'm a ghost.

remember
to let her into your heart
then you can start
to make it better.

dale crosses my mind a lot.

colin, jodi.

and the obvious.

i hope you're all doing well. i hope i cross your mind from time to time too.

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